Snapped and Scribbled

You Treated Me Right And So Did He. It's The Dilemna I Face In The Game Of Three

Friday, February 15, 2008

You were my first.

I was feeling a little foolish then and was with so much curiosity. I must admit I was kinda nervous at first because I do not know if this will ever work out.

But you were just perfect for me.

It felt like we have known each other for ages. I need not find my way around. You showed me the way in a manner that seemed like I have known where every path will take me.

You offered me your pages, and I filled them with my innermost thoughts. You know my darkest secret, my deepest fear, my cuts that won't heal. We shared my happiest moment, my triumphs, my fall.

I have met others along the way. Not that I have intentionally searched for somebody else to take your place. They seem to offer me something I have been looking for. Although I am not really sure what I am looking for. Some were able to lure me. Fooled me many times. But I always find myself returning to my first love. Realizing that I still yearn for you.

Then I met him.

He was everything you are and more. I found myself trying to be with you as often as I am with him. But as days passed by, I know I am pouring out more of myself to him than with you. At times, I would tell myself that in a few months I'll grow tired of him and I'll be running back to your welcoming embrace. Like I always did.

He is passion. You are love.

I do not want to give either up. But the rain of guilt is pouring down on me. It's flooding in and I could barely breath.

You must know by now though no one has told you.

I am falling too far.

I am falling too deep.

Soon, I will leave.

(a farewell to my tabulas. and you.)

RoselleWanders · travel

I have seen more than I remember, and remember more than I have seen

Thursday, January 24, 2008

We travel because we like to move from place to place, we enjoy the sense of freedom it gives us, it pleases us to be rid of ties, responsibilities, duties, we like the unknown; we meet odd people who amuse us for a moment and sometimes annoy us and suggest a theme for a composition; we are sometimes tired of ourselves and we have a notion that by travel we can add to our personalities and so change ourselves a little. We do not bring back from the journey quite the same self that we took.

They say that no matter how long you've known a person, you'll be surprised that there are lots of things you don't know about him until you live together. But traveling with someone is also a great way to discover whether you like or hate a person. One thing for sure, I love seeking new thrills with my husband. It makes everything extraordinary whenever I am with him. It's more fun.

In every place we go, there should be a daring adventure. The memory of a thrilling experience will always bring a smile in our face. Looking through the photographs, the moments of delight somehow make us ask ourselves, "we did that? that was crazy! crazy but wonderful!"

But most of my treasured memories of travel are not captured by the lens. These are recollections of precious moments spent sitting beside my husband, talking about anything under the sun or the moon, laughing our hearts out over some silly things only we could understand, sharing knowing glances, exchanging naughty smiles.

It is a beautiful thing to travel, and yet we always look forward to coming home and rest our heads on our old familiar pillow.

RoselleWanders · travel

Panglao Island Nature Resort and Spa

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

My husband just returned from his 9-month US assignment and we want to make up for the months we were separated. Panglao Island Nature Resort and Spa is a great escape destination in Bohol.

Unlike other resorts in Bohol, as the name suggests, this resort is located in an island and thus does not share the beach front with any other resorts.

The Dream Islet, a man-made islet, is one of the resort's amenities that I love. You can walk going to the islet during low tide.

My favorite spot in the restaurant every meal time is the Seaview Gazebo. The different shades of blue and the sound of the waves are so relaxing.

If you want some private dining, you can request the waiter to deliver your food in this floating structure.

Just like the way I want my order of iced tea to be served.

I love the feeling of freedom in this resort. We were actually able to explore every corner of the property.

And the feeling of having this island all to ourselves even though there are other guests.

The morning walk for some sunshine at this lush garden is so invigorating.

We've found another marker inside the resort on our way to the cave.

Cambagat Cave is within the grounds of Panglao Island Nature Resort and Spa.

I was actually very hesitant to get inside the cave because I suspect there are scary bats in there but I don't want to pass up the chance of an adventure. It's my first time to get inside a cave and I love first times!

Kinda difficult to enter the cave

We had to bend really low or we'll be hit by the stalactites.

It seems they were formed long before I was born

There's an inviting cool, clear water inside the cave but we weren't able to take a dip.

It says 12 ft deep! But worry not. You will be required to wear a life jacket to ensure safety.

I feel much safer sitting here :)

I wanted to walk towards the Dream Islet but the water started rising up.

When we stepped on the islet, I thought this place is nice for a private party.

You'll have the view of the cottages on one side

The serene beachfront on this side..

And the captivating horizon as backdrop on the other side.

Okay, don't you wonder where the other guests are? We only see them during meal time!

and the kids are nowhere to be found!

On our second day of stay, we availed of the spa services at Mithi Spa. The spa is located on the other side of the resort. We were fetch by a golf cart.